Monday, March 1, 2010

paranoid?

I might be paranoid,because that is what other people say of me at times. well usually i would agree only but the feeling of knowing that i am right about stuff is literally bugging me out. im mean you hear someone call your name,yet no one is around you.then you might feel picture or posters can move and look you past your eyes. just weird things. hmm but you know what makes it worst? watching movies with people having the same problems. haha, yes i do enjoy those movies because i'll be the one in the crowd yelling "don't go into the closet" knowing that the person would do it anyway i continue to shout. paranoioa can lead to alot of danger, drama, mystery and caos of the mind. now the questions are: am i willing have all of that? , is all of the that worth the truth?. well i will never know until i find out but i must warn myself and all of you that once you got all of that craziness into your life it is hard to get it out!
Unique

Saturday, February 27, 2010

the dream

Every one has dreams and goals, especially me. it seems though that the more further into the dream the more it is impossible to truly have it. Really? who cares right, it was a silly thing to say i could ever do that in a million years. then you think oh well i'll just try this one time and your stuck between decisions and choices. it is so overwhelming you forget all other responsiblities and your forced to put that dream on hold......
Oh well, that is just a summary of who i am actually not everything because that would take up the whole blog.but other than that i am uniqe girl trying to stand out in a crowd full of wannabees and
plastics (mean girlz). it may take me a while but i know i am destined for something BIG and worthy of all of your time.as I go along with these blogs you'll see i pour my personality into it.so until then you all can call me,
Unique....